gottagetthruthisfic:

this blog, writing for gotta get through this and inception just everything I’m becoming overwhelmed and even though i’ve been on tumblr close to 3 years now I’m noticing things aren’t the same. I’m slowly falling back further into this depression i’ve been working so hard to work myself out of but between family hurting me and life just throwing all it can at me at one time I can’t handle it. seriously I’m not even saying this for attention but I want to die. I just want to leave everything and everyone behind because I’m tired of the pain. I’m tired of trying and getting nothing but the worst back. I’m just tired. I just want it all to stop. I see now it’s more than just my friends leaving and it’s more than me failing in school it’s me. I’m just a waste of time and space & it’s just time for me to go.

but i need you guy’s help while i’m gone.

if you please please please please please can hook me up with some good pics of LAu and Larry recently like from the I am Dancer show and Uragano and even the battle with Criminalz vs. Krump i would GREATLY appreciate it. i’m tryin to make the characters banners for Inception and trying to find good pictures myself are hard.